“Hey love, I’m back!” I call out as I take off my shoes and put my bag down on the floor. I stretch out my arms and walk into our flat before I freeze. In the living room the tv is on. And you’re sitting on the couch. Watching my policeman.

We have been dating for a few years now, and it has been amazing. You’ve been there to support me through everything and i will always be so thankful for that. When one direction went on a hiatus, I felt a bit lost, I guess. I cut of my hair and I even acted in a movie called Dunkirk. So when I found you, it felt like I found myself.

This year my most recent movie that I acted in was released. To be honest, it was so different from when we shot Dunkirk. I had a bigger role this time, but I also played a gay character. I told you that I would have to shoot some… spicy.. scenes, with a man, so you were aware of that. But I just never thought you’d actually want to see it. I never brought it up that we could watch it, because I didn’t want you to feel uncomfortable. So, as I’m standing here, looking at you, watching the movie, I feel a bit… surprised.

“Oh… you’re… you’re watching My Policeman?” I ask cautiously as I slowly sit down next to you.