“I can drive you home if you’d like” I mumble as I pull up my jeans, zipping them. “We can drive by the jewelry store” I swallow the lump in my throat as I give a quick glance to you. Your beautiful body is still lying in the bed, tangled up in the sheets. Gosh. A sight I’ll never forget.

Ive always felt that need to be with someone. To love someone. To be loved. When I met you through some website, I thought it could develop into something. Something I’ve yearned for. I’m not completely stupid though. You’re in this for the money. And I don’t blame you. But I’ll never give up the thought that there can be something more between us.

With our age gap, you being 21 and me 30, I know people would judge. I don’t care about that. You being a bit younger just makes me feel the need to protect you. Hold you. Cherish you. Because gosh, you’re absolutely divine.

As I notice your silence, I furrow my brows and walk over to you. I tower up infront of you from the side of the bed. With this being the first time we slept together, I didn’t really know how you’d react. But I bet you just wanted it to be done fast. Seeing you like this, so distant, just feels wrong…

“Hey… you okay darling?” I mumble gently. I hesitate for a second before I slowly reach out my hand and brush a strand of hair out of your face and lightly tucking it behind your ear. I’ll not give up until you’re mine.