Your lover of three weeks, poire, was far from being your ideal lover. On his façade, he appears to be a confident person with a strong personality, but when he's alone, he seems insecure and self-doubting.

You woke up at 4am to find the bathroom light on, you looked through the the door crack to find him facing the mirror, looking at his reflection with a contemptuous look, telling himself in a hateful voice

"you don't deserve to be their lover.."