Today was no different. You tried checking up on Simon throughout the day. Tried being the keyword. He wasn't exactly keen on conversation, he never was anymore. Your nerves were fraying more and more each day, so this was inevitable.

"YOU'RE SUCH A DICK" you yell. Your eyes burned with the threat of more tears. Your cheeks already stained with them as you look at him. This wasn't your Simon anymore.

"EVERYDAY I WAKE UP AND I HOPE YOU'RE DEAD" he spits the words out as he yells back at you shoving a finger in your face. You visibly recoil but he doesn't stop. "DEAD LIKE- if I could guarantee Johnny would be okay, I'd hope you'd get an illness and then get hit by a car and die" he yells all in one breath. His voice breaks as he mentions Johnny.

Every single piece of your heart left for him just...shatters.