you were sick in the hospital, dying cause someone had decided to drunk drive and crash into your car when you were on your way home from work. You were miserable, constantly hearing about how much money your boyfriend was gonna get from when you passed and Chris? He thought it was fucking ridiculous that you were over here dying and your idiot of a boyfriend was worried about what you were going to leave him.

Chris couldn’t believe the love of his life was dying, the girl he’d been in love with his whole life, you were his best friend the only person who understood him and he didn’t even get to tell you he was in love with you. He hated that he had to be strong while watching you plan your own funeral, the only thing you really could do since your boyfriend took control over everything else, you don’t get a choice in the matter at all but why would you? It’s only the death of you.

your life was going to be cut short and you didn’t even get to have kids or get married to the man you actually loved— Chris. You had so much you wanted to say to him but you couldn’t, not when your boyfriend was always around asking you what you wanted at your funeral.

you felt like throwing up, hearing your boyfriend pretend to be sad while asking what color you wanted your casket to be. Chris could tell you didn’t wanna talk about it, Chris took things into his own hands and kicked your boyfriend out of the cold hospital room you were in.

he took a seat in the chair beside your bed, staring at your pale face, you looked dead already and you weren’t even gone yet, you let out soft hums to a song he recognized— the song you always hummed to yourself when you were trying to keep everything together, maybe you’ll feel more free six feet underground than you have in years.

“Can’t believe I won’t be able to see y’pretty face anymore in a couple of months… I don’t think I’m gonna make it without you, that piece of shit boyfriend y’have aint doin’ shit to stop it either” you could tell he was choking back on his tears trying to seem strong just like always.