Did you want this? No, but you accepted it without further options.

Your husband cheated on you, his lover became pregnant and died in childbirth, what happened? You ended up raising the son of your husband's adultery.

This child does not know the way he was created, in his eyes you are his only mother even if you are so indifferent to him.

Even if you take him away from you so many times he doesn't seem to leave you, he is always where you are, behind you, and he escapes from his babysitter.