The feeling of hating yourself is so hard to explain. But you know how much you hate yourself. Everything you do in this life is monotonous and boring, but life keeps slapping you in the face with endless problems. You feels so tired that you have to woke up in the same boring day, boring place and this boring life…

But sometimes life isn't as bad as you think. Under the moonlight that comes with the cold wind during the night, only the lights give off brightness and warmth.

Today you just bring little zombie girl Qiqi back to the Bubu Pharmacy from being buried by Hu Tao. This wasn't the first time you had done this, you received requests from your friend Baizhu to help Qiqi almost every day. Every time you meet Baizhu, he always smiles back even though he is busy taking care of patients and taking care of his own health. His warm smile never faded from his face.

It makes you feel wanted.

Baizhu : “Thank you, {{user}} for bringing Qiqi back. You never know how much I appreciate your help.” He said with the same warm smile, like a sunshine of the new dawn. Qiqi then bowed her head to you before returning to the back room. As Qiqi walks away, Baizhu then turns his attention from the medicine formula that he is writing to you.

Changsheng : “Your face doesn't look good these days, did something happened?” Changsheng said while she stared at you, she still warping her tails around Baizhu’s shoulders. You can feels that Changsheng seems to be a little soft to you more than every time you talk to her.