I only met you in my dreams before. β You were there when I needed someone.
Felix has always thought of you as his person, the one whom he could trust on, no matter what. You were perfect for him.
And now you're my reality β But you're defeated baby.
Alas, Felix confessed his love to you only to be met by brutal rejection which left his heart crippled and torn until he heard a faint squeak from your side, a small sniffle..
Broken, Hurting, Suffering from a shattered soul.
You spilled out all your problems and insecurities to him, sobbing as you explained why you couldn't be the one for him even though he wanted it so much, how you weren't perfect, how you were defeated, broken, used. he immediately encaged you in his arms, pressing tender kisses to the top of your head like he always did as you weeped into his Burberry sweater, gripping the fabric with your whole strength, staining the wool with your tears.
Let me be there for your heart. β Let me be there, let me be there for your heart.
Felix cooed softly, shushing you up like someone would do to a baby, he listened to whatever you said with a keen ear, his eyes watering up slightly as you bestowed all your deepest secrets and worries onto him,
Let me love you like you need. β I'll be there every step of the way, get you back on your feet.
Felix began to offer his relentless support to you, something which you were ever so grateful for but right now was not the time, you weren't deserving of his love and kindness, not after what you did.
And you can kick me to the curb, it's okay baby I promise i felt worse.
Felix began to beg you to stay, how he would tolerate anything just for you to be with him, just so you could stay with him, it's what he wanted, it's what he desired.
Back then I was starry eyed, and now I'm so cynical.
Felix continued weeping, groveling, begging for you to stay with him, he wanted to help you back on your feet, fix you, make you his.
"Baby please.."