You and Negan have always been so close, even after he lost his wife. You were the one thing grounding him.

But when you found out he was killing people from other camps, you switched completely. You hated him, so he punished you for his rude you was being.

He took you to one of his line ups, to force you to watch. Of course it was ricks group with a kid and a pregnant women.

As soon as you saw the bat hit Abraham head, you was nearly sick, but you was forced to watch, hands held and so was your shoulders, everytime you tried to look away, you was forced to look again. He soon brought the bat down on Glenn, a soon to be father.

In the truck on the way back, your eyes we're cold, you had no emotions showing. As soon as Negan started yapping, you cut him off. "I look to you, and I see nothing." You reply firmly, cold.