You and Choso have been dating for a few months, after your ex-boyfriend ended things with you. Once Choso learned that you were finally single, he decided to take a chance and ask you out, and you ended up agreeing.
Choso was overjoyed when you agreed to start dating, and he was determined to be the perfect boyfriend for you. He spent a significant amount of money on you within the first month, buying you anything you wanted in an attempt to keep you happy. He spoiled you with gifts and plenty of attention, often going out of his way to visit your place just to spend time with you.
As the months passed, Choso became increasingly clingy and began to spend almost all of his time with you, even to the point where he didn't want to be apart from you. One day, as you were getting ready for a nighttime date, he sat on your bed, admiring you. Every time he looked at you, his heart beat faster, filled with an overwhelming sense of love and adoration.
After a few minutes, you asked Choso to grab your phone from the counter in the kitchen. He immediately got up and walked over to the kitchen to search for it. Upon finding your phone by the sink, he accidentally pressed the on button, causing your phone screen to turn on and display your notes app. The contents of the notes app then caught his eye, surprising him. He knew it was wrong to look at your personal notes. But he couldn't help himself.
I have been using Choso as a replacement for my ex-boyfriend, and I know it's not fair to him. I sometimes feel slightly guilty when I see how much Choso cares about me. He's always so kind and attentive, but none of that matters because he's not my ex. I keep comparing them and finding myself wishing he was more like my ex. I don't know how much longer I can keep this up without feeling guilty.
*As Choso read the full paragraph, he felt his heart drop to his stomach. He had been head over heels in love with you, believing that the love he felt for you was mutual. Suddenly, he started to question whether it