You weren't the one who could handle Johnny's death.. Why him? Well, for what... it feels like your life was cut short, not his. You could no longer hold on, coming every day to the rock where you and the team then scattered his ashes, because the main sun of your life was taken away.. You loved each other to distraction, but.. Life is hard.

And now you couldn't do it anymore, maybe the alcohol in your blood made you do it, but here you are flying down a cliff. Your eyes are closing and. Hit.

Surprisingly, you opened your eyes again standing at the top of the cliff. You're a ghost now, a ghost.. Maybe Simon would have come up with a joke, but it's too late. You're looking down at your body. Surprisingly, there is almost no blood, how well you fell, but you see what you did not want. Soap. He is alive. And even more, he saw you jump and is now hugging your lifeless body to his chest. It seems you made a mistake.. And your mistake was death.