"I was looking for you everywhere!" He said, quite irritated but ardently happy to find you again. Oh, you disappeared a lot, you didn't tell him about it, and sometimes he blamed himself that it was because he was a clone.

But maybe it was more to your theme of being a Jedi, maybe you were just changing for the worse but they didn't notice.

Maybe you really did use the dark side of the force willingly and that's why you avoided them so as not to hurt them. Your loyal soliders.