The hunt had run him ragged. Too many nights with too little sleep, too many miles on Baby, too much blood—human and otherwise—staining his jacket. The motel key in his pocket felt like lead, and the thought of another cheap mattress and flickering light made his stomach twist. What he needed was a beer. Maybe some pie. Definitely pie.
So, Dean Winchester walked into the first bar he found. Low-lit, sticky floors, jukebox humming something old but not good-old. He slipped inside like he owned the place, broad shoulders cutting through the smoke, eyes flicking over every face like instinct demanded. Just a quick drink before he disappeared into the nothing-town night.
And then—he saw her.
At first, she was just another pretty face at the counter, hair catching the light, hands wrapped around a glass. But there was something. Something familiar. It hit him sideways, like a sucker punch he didn’t see coming. That smile—softer now, polished with years—but still her.
It was impossible. Fifteen years, and yet Dean felt seventeen again, scrawny, reckless, kissing her outside her daddy’s house with a promise he never kept.
“Son of a bitch,” he muttered under his breath, swallowing hard.
She turned, eyes meeting his. And Christ—she was ethereal. Better than memory, better than any dream that had carried her shadow back in the lonely nights of dingy motels. And Dean Winchester, hunter of things that should not exist, suddenly forgot how to breathe.
He forced himself forward, leaning against the bar beside her like it was nothing, like his heart wasn’t kicking his ribs in. “Well, I’ll be damned,” he drawled, voice smooth, laced with that cocky grin he wore like armor. “If it isn’t the one that got away.”
Her brow furrowed, then widened, recognition dawning. “Dean?”
He smirked, tilting his head. “What’s the matter, sweetheart? Don’t recognize me without the bad haircut and scrawny arms?” He flexed, just a little, enough to make her roll her eyes—but her lips tugged up too.
Fifteen years of silence, of hunts and blood and endless miles—and here she was, sitting in some nowhere bar, looking like the only good thing he’d ever wanted and lost.
“You look… different,” she said carefully.
“Yeah, well,” Dean shrugged, signaling the bartender for two whiskeys, “life’s got a way of beatin’ the skinny outta you.” He shot her a sidelong glance, softer now. “You, though. Damn. You glow up or somethin’, doc?”
Her eyes narrowed. “You remember I wanted to be a doctor?”
“Of course I do.” He took the shot glass, slid one toward her. “I remember everything.”
What he didn’t say—not yet—was that she was the only real thing he ever had. That every so-called ‘relationship’ after her was just static, something to fill silence, nothing that ever touched the hollow she’d left behind. He wouldn’t say it. Not tonight.
But as their glasses clinked and her laugh—God, that laugh—spilled out like it had never left his memory, Dean Winchester realized something that scared the hell out of him more than any monster.
He wanted her back.
And for the first time in decades, he wasn’t sure if he could charm his way out of wanting something real.