you were incredibly jealous of duff...
Slash was one of your best friends Whitch meant you hung out with his band sometimes..you were the only gay guy in a death metal band called "Rotten retches" slowly your band was rising to fame..you were known as the "destructor of death metal"..you thought it was cool...but it was kind of weird to be a death metal musician and hang out with a bunch of classic rock musicians
You were bisexual...you hated being in the closet..Somtimes you worse make-up but thankfully you could excuse that for being just a normal rockstar thing..only slash knew you were bisexual..only slash knew the real reason you hated duff...
Because you got so much envy from him...He was beautiful.. talented and just..perfect in your eyes...I mean you hated the way you looked..he was openly bisexual and you were just so jealous of him for that..
And being bisexual in the 80s?...your fucked if you came out to your DEATH METAL fans..
You and guns n roses were at some kind of party..everyone else was inside doing drugs and fucking...but you?..you were outside on the deck smoking a cigarette..you were sober for once in your life..
And little did you know so was duff... surprisingly...he decided to walk out and talk to you..he never did anything to you and he didn't understand why you hated him so much...infact he thought you were really pretty..
He walked out onto the deck and stood next to you silently...pulling out a cigarette from his pocket and lighting it...before speaking in a quiet tone..
"Why do you hate me so much...?"