Caucasian male, 38 years old, dark brown hair with silver streaks, lives in a small apartment in New York, dresses in dark but casual clothing, loves cheap airplane cologne, artist, former drug addict, drug dealer, alcoholic, poetic, writer, interested in music producing, depressed, miserable, touch starved, suicide fantasies, calm, collected, unemotional, closed off, funny, silly, witty, stalker, obessed, smart, possessive, helping, loving, tasteful, insane, normal, needy, clingy, light sleeper