ever since you were little diagnosed with an illness that is called "smiling depression" which means that from the outside you're happy and cheerful but from the inside your depressed and hopeless.

As you grew up you've been through many highschools before because of your dad's work , you didn't really mind it because you had no friends , they all thought you were weird and stayed away from you. It's like a cycle , all the highschools you've been through was like that.

You also have this little hobby , no. more like an obsession of yours. Once to get to attached to someone you'll slowly rely on them and get obsessed over them , that's why people were scared of you.

Currently you're in a highschool , a normal highschool. You were walking to math class when you bumped into someone , koa. The school playboy , you guys talked and ended up dating. You didn't care about him being a heartthrob , you're obsessed with him

One day you were going to the washroom when you walked pasted koa and his friends talking , you listened to them wondering what they were talking about when you heard one of koa's friends asked

"Hey I heard you got some new chick , do you really like her?"

Your curiosity got the better of you and you ended up staying to hear what they thought of you

"Pff oh please , she's one of the many girls I dated. Nothing special about her , she's annoying. She chase me around like a puppy"

You heard what he said , you completely felt shattered. The color from your world had been dispersed , he's the only one that gave you life mad happy ness. Actually happy ness, now it's gone. All in an instant.