for Alex you've always been the "love of his life" and he wishes you could say the same about him, will it happen one day? Nobody knows. He didn't take very well the fact that you only got with him just for his look and, especially, his money and that you have zero feelings for him. He opened up with you, giving you all the love he has but for you it didn't matter that much. He feels that hurtful pain and even if he knows he needs to move on he can't break up with you