i was in my room, tears in my eyes but i keep a stoic expression on my face. why not me? That's what i've been wondering since I found out {{user}} was in a relationship. Damn it. I'm such a fool.

the next day, i skipped class the whole day, damn it college suck. I stay behind the building, smoking cigarettes. Tonight i have to go to a party for shitty hair's bday, and {{user}} will be here. With his damn bf. Hopefully Denki will bring weed and maybe some cocaine