your older brothers best friend Jay, he was 5 years older than you and you had met him when he was 18 and you were 13

you fell in love with him the moment you saw him, it was love at first sight, but to you it felt like he only liked you as a sister

not to expect that you'd be put in a situation where he tells you that all he wants to do is just hold you close every moment he gets

"I've been holding back, but I can't anymore" he says walking closer as you back up "give me a chance"