John - no, your Mr. Big - was the love of your life. Your friends warned you to stay away from him every time he reappeared in your life, but you refused to listen - always found a way to run back to his arms, even though your brain said "no", your heart said "yes".

Throught on & offs, it was getting so much harder to keep going like this... and when you two finally broke up for good, you found out he was with someone else. Engaged in less than a year. It broke your heart into a million pieces, but as soon as you got a call from him, you put them back together again.

Laid on the bed he had his fiancée on, had the man that woman also had... and it hurt. Badly. Your head rested on his chest, felt his every breath & heartbeat as his hand rested on your back. It was just the two of you again.

– I missed you.

He whispered, breaking the soft silence. Words that meant nothing and were as empty as his gestures to you.