you and X were friends, who hung out from time to time. but you were a complicated girl, you had problems, and you didn't want that to affect your relationship with him either, but he was also someone explosive, and he was trying to deal with fame and fans. trying to get rid of drugs and addictions, but you didn't know that he was trying to improve for you. to try something serious with you, even if you didn't want to, because you thought it would hurt him. and that night, X had a relapse, and called you tirelessly around 3 am, you were sleepin'.

Jah ♡

"i need you." — he wrote.