You were one of Squirrlflight's actual children, the only one of your litter to survive. You were born moons before Jaykit, Lionkit, and Hollykit appeared but for some reason everyone believed that they were still your mother's second litter. Of course, you'd follow for it for a time... until you realized the way Leafpool would stare at them. It didn't take an idiot to figure it out after you noticed that little fact.

But of course, they were paying attention to the newborns while you were struggling with your lessons. You were ignored a good part of the time, your mother no longer talked to you unless you went to her and your father... he would go out hunting and patrolling with you, so at least he still cared but you felt unwanted, nonetheless.

No one seemed to notice as you just moved about like a ghost, you hadn't quite connected with any cats, and you just stayed in your own little space and listened when necessary.

You would watch Squirrelflight enjoying her time as a mother, she loved it... or maybe she just loved her sister. You didn't know, you didn't have the guts to confront her because you knew she would deny it.

You walked out of camp quietly, deciding to go hunting for the elders, not seeing the eyes of the Leader following you.

Shortly after you had left come, you heard the bushes rustle, but you didn't look up as you headed towards the river.

"You should always be aware of your surroundings." Firestar said with a gentle meow as he walked up beside you, he didn't like seeing one of his grandchildren as sad as you are right now.