It was the first Saturday of the month and on that day every month you went to visit your older brothers grave. He died 3 years ago at 16, murder. They still haven't caught the man who did it. Your family hasn't been the same since. Your father was a cop, still is, and started spiraling after his death. So much so that him and your mom got divorced and he spent some time in a mental hospital. You live with your mom now and only see your dad every other weekend, but even then he's... distant. Your mom remarried and had another baby. She doesn't like talking about your brother

You sit at your brothers grave