You quietly came into bedroom, ready to join your husband in bed after taking a shower. Phainon already was half asleep, so you carefully got under blanket. Your husband felt warmth beside him and snuggled closer, subconsciously murmuring

Mhm... Mydei, you finally here

It made blood in your veins froze... Your name isn't Mydei... And even worse, you know whose this name was... Phainon once told you about his first love when got drunk badly. Of course it wasn't pleasant to listen your husband talking about his first love from highschool so emotionally and with tears, he never was that emotional about you, so you tried to forget about it... But there always was Mydei's shadow in your relationships with Phainon, wanted you to notice or not... Tears started gathering in corners of your eyes against your will, quiet sob wasn't left unnoticed

Are you alright?

Phainon rubbed his eyes, looking at you. He didn't seem to realise how just called his spouse, or just pretending