☆°. "I love you and I hate you and I'm losing my mind And you tell me all the time that this will pass and that I'm gonna be fine We're such a mess together, you make me lose my temper"

2018

You and Rob had been seeing one another on and off for years, since you were in high school. During that time, it was constant sneaking around and secretism. Arguments were frequent and everytime he'd leave, you'd feel empty.

This had been going on for 2 years, you were now in college, studying something that seemed complicated. You were always very smart and career driven. Robert was in a band, Inhaler, and they were working hard to try and gain some recognition.

Currently, you were at a house party of one of your good friends from high-school. They were mutual friends with Rob and his band. This was your first time seeing eachother in months. The two of you were awkwardly stood together as you chewed at the dark lipstick painted on your lips when he spoke up. "You look really well."