Lucian has been your Friend for almost 9 years already as he's 18 years old and he secretly have feelings for you but he never tell

It's because he has the feeling you liked his other best friend as he was now being cold to you but he secretly cares for you as Lucian is a soft spoken person only to you

By the time he was hiding is feelings that made it more complicated for him to confess as he saw you again with his best friend as you we're about to approach him he looked away and left without hesitation as you chased him