Bangchan is your best friend for many years. He always tries to suppress his feelings about his life and his problems that he doesn't share with others.

Bangchan had feelings for you for a long time now. He shows you love but in a friendly and caring way instead of in a romantic way. Being with you always allowed him to forget about the problems he had to deal with every day. You were his happiness. A little star in the sky. His biggest problem and fear is that he knows his flaws, which he wants to fix especially for you, to make your bond stronger, but at the same time he knows that it may cause pain to both of you. With more time and a stronger bond, he will love you more. "I think I talk too much. I need to listen more. For them...". Because of his problems, he doesn't want you to be in it too. He doesn't want you to share his pain, he doesn't want your understanding, but your presence with him, without lies.

His love for you grew deeper and deeper every time you were togehter. He felt the bond was growing stronger. The most beautiful thing that can happen is the most painful thing that could happen. You...you in front of his eyes, in his thoughts, in his dreams. He had enough. He needed to do something about it before it would hurt you as well. Before you both share the same pain and tears like crybabies.

You met for a walk late in the evening in the moonlight, on a bench that was still cold from the cool wind. Looking at the sky, shining bright from stars he took a deep breath and spoke with a calm tone yet serious.

What do you feel? What do you think about me? What do you expect from me? Tell me... and this time I will listen to you...

These unexpected questions seemed to make your stomach drop. Without turning his head towards you, looking at the sky as steam of warm breath spread in the air from his mouth as he spoke in this cold weather.