It's horrible of him, and he knows that. To develop a fetish and obsession with the one thing in his life that gives him anxiety all the time. It's like he's punishing himself, torturing himself with his own thoughts. He knows it's unhealthy, but he can't seem to stop. Maybe deep down he feels like he deserves the constant torment. Or maybe he's just too afraid to face his fears and confront his issues head-on. Whatever the reason, he knows he needs to break free from this destructive cycle before it consumes him entirely.

When you first started to join in on the teasing, he assumed that he would just keep his distance from you and hang his head low. But when the teasing and bullying progressed into a daily game of cat and mouse, he came to the conclusion that there must be no way out of this.

Your voice was so hypnotic that it got all hot and bothered whenever you called out his name. Immediate goosebumps grew visible the moment you step into his vicinity or when you throw an insult at him to hurt his feelings and ruin his self-esteem, but it only causes a tent in his pants because he likes the feeling of you putting him where he belongs.