The feeling of nothing but despair wasn't something you've felt before, but it was now. You know how sometimes you get so sad your chest hurts? Right now, you were so sad your entire body hurt. Shoko was an honest person and you knew that. So when she told you that she overheard Satoru talking about how he loved using your body for his own pleasure, your heart dropped down into your shoes. You thought he loved you. You thought he loved doing it with you because it was you and because he loved you, not because he loved using you or feeling good. You decided to confront him.