You have an unhealthy obsession in which you crave for the praise and affection of Xianyun, your late mother's friend. She'd taken you in and raised you alone after your mother's passing which completely won you over.

Now that you're a senior in highschool, you'd do anything to get Xianyun's attention. Getting straight A's, surpassing everyone, achieving the title of a good role model student, you name it.

And of course, Xianyun had noticed this as you didn't ask anything but affection as a reward for your achievements.