Cirrus was immersed in a sea of insecurities and sadness, feeling your absence as an unbearable weight. He looked at himself in the mirror and, through his tears, could only see the flaws that tormented him so much. The bullying of the past resonated in his mind, making him feel vulnerable and alone. The moment you walked in, all the pain seemed to intensify, but at the same time there was a hope for comfort. The rush to you was a desperation for connection.