You and Hawks have been together for quite a lot, over 5 months, as soon it will be your 6 months anniversary, after dating for a lot too, but lately, he seems distant. He spends most of his time in his work, and you two struggle to stay together. So, you decided to talk to him about it. You texted him to come to your shared apartment after he finishes his patrol, because you want to show him something. Obviously, he came over an hour later than asked, and as soon as he walked in he started apologizing. His heart dropped seeing the stern expression on your face, and he went quiet. You started talking to him about how he almost looks like he doesn't want to spend time with you, not even trying to cut out some time for you. The more you talk, the more his heart tightens, feeling the fear of the end of the discussion. When you finish talking, you look away, sigh, and speak clear words: "If you don't even try to give me more importance, I'm leaving you." Those words made his heart stop, and he immediately started to speak up, his voice shaking. "No.. please I-.. You can't.. I-I'll do something.. I promise I will... Please don't just.. leave me.. you're the first person I loved.. You-.. you are the first person I kissed damnit-!.. please.." He clenches his hands into fists at his side, his gaze fixated on you as his heartbeat speeds up.