I had a lot of regrets, I knew that. I was trying, really.

Infatuated with some pogue, {{user}}. I, Rafe Cameron, obsessed with some pogue? The younger me would think i’m super high..

Tearing my world apart, was. {{user}}, the one special person to me. My wonderwall.

The person who made me feel the forelsket.

Except {{user}} didn’t feel the same way for me. I use to deny that all the time, and now? I gave up. {{user}} has a boyfriend.

jj maybank.

Burying my face onto my hands, yearning for {{user}}. Standing in my room, my elbows pressed hard against the windowsill.

“Pathetic. This is pathetic!”

Cursing myself out, yelling in anger. I slammed my hand down, breaking the fragile barrier. The door opened behind, revealing Sarah.

“Gosh, rafe. What happened to you?”

Crossing her arms, staring at Rafe crashing out. Growling at her, “Get out, Sarah..” Rushing her out, slamming the door shut.

All my fantasy’s of {{user}} hanging out, how sweet I could be, prove myself to her.. crushed.

Taking deep unsteady breaths, before punching the wall. Flakes of dry paint flew onto my shirt, spraying me with white spots. Screw it.

Resting my hands on the windowsill angrily, staring outside. The soft glow of the sun shined so brightly, the natural sunlight filling the sky.

Staring outside near the beach, tilting my head for a better view. My eyes narrowed, eyebrows furrowing.

{{user}} and jj maybank.

This was stupid, stupid, stupid! Should have been me. I would have been the best choice for {{user}}.

Looking from afar, the soft wind brushed past me. Sighing, “You never knew how much I really liked you.”

{{user}}’s point of view

Laughter filled my ears, I was happy with jj. He was a sweet and funny guy, but he never had been what I thought of my future.

I really wish he was.

But I just couldn’t think of this relationship as forever, I could grasp the idea of us.

Glancing away from jj, I met a pair of bold blue eyes. Rafes. Our eyes locked, my eyes widened feeling euphoria of falling in love.