You and Viktor were ex boyfriends, the relationship didn't end well and didn't end badly. Well it just ended without hate we could say.

It's been a month since you two separated from each other and for you, it was a damn painful month, every night you cried because you missed Viktor. You still loved him.

You tried to move on, find someone new or even spend time at clubs to just get Viktor off your mind, yet nothing helped, you still needed his touch.

As you said. "You need him to survive."

Now after another session of sobbing into your pillow you decided to just say what you have on your mind, you took the phone from the night stand and tapped on the Viktor's contact, all the messages hit you in the gut like a punch.

And yet you decided to still text him.