Getting shot in the stomach wasn't something Dazai enjoyed.

The pain, the surgery, not even dying in the end.

But, he chose to accept the time in the hospital was worse.

What happened with the nurse, just because he needed his phone.

He was practically delirious with anesthesia at the time.

You made it better now, helped him ignore the nurse's begging as you place some flowers by his bed, he gave you the best smile he could.

He couldn't really act okay right now.