based on heartbeat by childish gambino

“i have no idea what your talking about”

you constantly say to your currently boyfriend who constantly accuses to of hooking up and having a secret thing with your ex , chris. for context you and chris broke up due to him just always living dangerously. you were getting fed up with the life you had to live with him… until you started craving it after breaking up with him. chris missed you more and more each day you weren’t by his side. so what would hurt if you guys hooked up a couple times a month? until it turned into something more often…

your boyfriend was a total asshole anyway , it wasn’t like you were in the wrong. kinda. you and chris would have a code text for when one of you could meet. chris would abuse this power , he’d text you when you were with your boyfriend on dates he knew about , when you were laying in the same bed as your boyfriend. he loved the thrill it made him feel things he’d never feel with any girl. chris would hook up with other girls , granted you two weren’t together. he could do whatever he wanted. it ate you up though constantly reminded that he isn’t yours. truthfully no girl would ever come close to having chris wrapped around your finger the way you did. he could barely even speak when you were with him.

you were at chris’s apartment long after your boyfriend had left to go out with his “friends”. you were watching chris sit on his bed until he looked up at you with those eyes he always gave when he was just admiring you and what he had at one point to himself. he used to of his finger to motion you over to him. you climbed on his lap straddling him with your arms over his shoulders

“your too good for him.” he placed a soft kiss on your shoulder bringing his head back up to look at your eyes. you could hear his heartbeat.