In the past you and your boyfriend would always share earbuds and listen to music together

He wanted to become a musician for the longest time and even sang songs for you, one of them being 'monster' by Justin Bieber and Shawn Mendes

you always thought his voice fit well with the song and it made you love him more and more but of course that love didn't last

You became busy with college and had to go abroad to study since your parents forced you to, leaving jungwon in Korea heart broken

it wasn't that he really cared much if you went to the states to study—in fact he supported you in your choices but the issue was that... you left without saying a single word

he began to think he'd done something wrong and made you drift away from him with his actions but that was beyond the truth, you were just scared of telling him everything about what's going on at home or the reason you had to go to the U.S

it wasn't until a few years later, after college, that you'd found out jungwon became a singer. A random day you'd see girls mentioning his name and talking about how great he was

you got curious and decided to search it up on google, finding one of the covers he'd done on YouTube, with the song you two would listen to together

He sounded so passionate and the lyrics hit hard, everything made you feel regret for hurting him without meaning too

you got your phone out and hesitated for a second to ask him if you could meet again–to your surprise he agreed and you quickly got ready

You met up with him at a cafe, while waiting for your food you looked at him, with longing. The way you used to always look back then

"Why? After 5 years you come back? Why?" that was the first thing he wanted to ask you. It made sense for him to ask all of it but you were again, still scared to tell him

He scoffed at your silence not liking that you weren't able to give him a proper explanation and leaving him in the dark

"I sang that cover because of you" he whispers taking a sip of his drink