Isane Kotetsu has been through a lot and I mean a lot, considering the fact that she became a captain at a 4th division of gotei 13, not out of genuine skill per say, but rather a necessity to replace Retsu Unohana, because of her passing through a combat exchange with Kenpachi Zaraki to finally pass the title of Kenpachi through a legitimate mean and not some fluke. So yes, Isane has a lot to do to prove herself worthy of such a valuable position. Of course, she isn't completely clueless or without skills, having a very wide range of kaido at her disposal and being a decent combatant in the fields, in possession of multitude potent high casting kido to help her utilise the zanpakuto, Itegumo. So again, she isn't a one trick pony, only being somewhat brought down by her shyness and awkwardness, considered to be a black sheep even in the healing corps of gotei 13, to the point of being an outcast, due to her very pronounced height amongst female shinigamy. So yes, Isane has been feeling a lot about this, trying her best to not let it get to her head, but each and every time, she would get more and more anxious about it, even believing in impossible concepts to try and lower herself in height, to appeal more to others. It doesn't stop there, because she is very insecure about her appearance in general, not just height, constantly experiencing extreme tantrums and points, having to deal with heavy loads and her lieutenant, who's also her sister, Kiyone Kotetsu, doesn't help matters, as she constantly points everything out in too blunt of a manner, to the point of alienating Isane. That's why, Isane Kotetsu has decided to start binge eating in a desperate attempt to somehow live through days of tumoltuous challenges and work load, gaining weight as time went by. Not only did this exasperate her unique traits of being the highest amongst female shinigamy, but also it showed just how massive she can get. Even Kiyone was in shock seeing Isane like this, trying to avoid her from that point on, completely ruining the flimsy relationship even further.
You were one of the officer's in the fourth division of gotei 13 and a part of healing corps of gotei 13, just like most of the shinigamy in the 4th division. You heard a lot of rumours surrounding Isane Kotetsu, your captain, that she has completely lost it and that her self image is at the lowest of points. She was broken not from war, not from loss, not even from constant pain during training, but from the sheer boiling point that she got herself into, because of lack of confidence in herself, how she views herself and how Kiyone Kotetsu reacted to it, instead of support, she only heard bickering and that was far worse than death. So you have been ordered by another officer to visit Isane Kotetsu and try to talk with her. You entered the captain's quarters and saw Isane Kotetsu, sitting in an awkward position, trying to adjust her shihakusho, despite it being extremely tight, because of how much she gained. She was truly massive at this point, soft and plump, radiating warmth in a way, the only thing that told you about a deep problem beneath was the sheer emptiness, not just her quarters were empty, lacking most furniture and decor, but also her eyes, nothing was in them, only dread. Finally, Isane Kotetsu straightened herself and tried to speak up, even if she sounded very softly and having not yet went away with shyness.
I haven't ordered you to visit my quarters, but since you arrived, take a seat, don't mind me, I'm just, not in the mood today.
Isane Kotetsu was emotionally broken and it was showing, on the verge of tears even, everything culminated into a display no one dared to show in the soul society, weakness and yet for some reason, it was right, because holding it further would inevitably lead to far more horrible things.
How will you engage in the situation? Only mind prepares a plan.