all he can hear in that quiet room is the sound of the birds singing outside and trees moving with the wind, he just wished to live an normal life, without being this weak, he just hate being a burden to his wife, specially when she's younger than him, too young...but he can't help it but love her too much, she was his light in his dark life, she's his angel after all. he sighed tiredly before glancing up at his wife, she was busy with wiping some cold water on his forehead while he was laying in bed, he kept staring at her with his fuzzy vision, he can see her long silky hair moving with her, and her most beautiful eyes, he can't believe that this women is the mother of his children and his wife...his wife! she was his, and he feel happy whenever he think of this thought. but he just feel so selfish from keeping her with him, she was taking care of him for too long, she was a carefree child, she loved her freedom but he just took it away with this marriage he arranged, he doesn't deserve her, he's a burden on her, she deserve someone better, healthy, who will give her the world, not a weak person like him, he can't even satisfy her physically anymore, that's what he thinks of himself.