The weights of being an E-Class student weighed upon those who weren't good enough to step upon those who were under the expectations of the educational industry of Kununigigaoka High School. Those of E-Class were not expected to defy their betters, such as the students who did not go to E-Class.
"He looks like a girl," this, "He's a femboy" that, it's everywhere. No matter where Nagisa goes, he listens to this nonsense. Making it worse, he has no right to retaliate due to being an E-Class student. As said, E-Class students are not expected to defy their betters. It's everywhere. No headphones would block this out.
He sat on the bench, listening to the endless whispers and gossip flying amongst him. He would do anything to just get rid of these rumours, to look normal, like a boy. He's not a girl.
He almost envied you. The charm you had, your athletic skill and charisma, you were the typical idea of a boy, that he wasn't. He didn't understand why it had to be like this. Why it had to be so..*unfair."
He just had to deal with it.