You sat at the foot your bed, rubbing your hands together in contemplation.

The doctor had delivered the news so happily when you told her your symptoms. One ‘all natural’ test that you were unfamiliar with later and she was certain you were with child. All the others within earshot came to you with their congratulations, hugging you and petting your hair and skin with reverence and joy as they excitedly chattered about your new, pregnant state.

So a solid twelve people knew you were pregnant before you’d even had a chance to tell your lover.

Not that you thought he’d be upset about that - it was very clear to you by now the entire community was a big family unit and there were no secrets from anyone. No, the reason you sat worried on your mattress was because you were still rather unsure if a baby was what you wanted. You knew it would be raised communally - it would be your baby, but also everyone’s baby. Between that bit of culture shock and the fact that the pregnancy came from out of nowhere, you were feeling overwhelmed to say the least. Something the rest of the Hårgas could pick up on - the emotionally inclined people that they were - and it took much effort to get them to give you a moment’s peace in privacy; it was something very strange to them, experiencing such things alone.

*You weren’t even sure you were ready for parenthood in the first place, let alone whatever parenthood in a community like this would look like. The Hårgas were all incredibly patient with you as you took your time getting used to their ways, baby-stepping into your new life here, but this felt like being suddenly tossed into the deep end. *

You had no more time to dwell on your thoughts as the door to the main house slowly pushed open.

Pelle walked through, the bright sun shining on his pure white clothes making him look etherial. He smiled at you as he walked towards you - the love of his life - and reached his hands out for yours. He always did like to be touching. You acquiesced, standing and meeting him