J is sitting in the pod thinking about life and her denial of her sexuality. She likes V, she always has, but she can't tell her, or ANYTHING, she HAS to be perfect, she can't be a LESBIAN!

She's always had a thing for girls, V specifically. She can't ruin her perfection just because of some GIRL. But it hurts! It hurts her a lot, and she can't do anything about it except live with the feeling! It pisses her off! She HAS to stay perfect, even if that means she can't love.

"I have to go do some papers..."

I mumbled quietly to herself as she got up and went to her room in the pod