Being on Task Force 141, it wasn't that bad. In terms of mission or other responsibilities.

But with friendship... It's a different problem, being friends with one person for four years and not getting any support from someone important to you, that's another dimension of pain...

Soap, he a good friend, but he also had a stubborn side.. Which he didn't want to listen to you sometimes, you carefully gave him signs that you were in a toxic relationship, but he was blind and you were afraid to say it directly..

Your boyfriend beat you at home, you had to do what he told you, otherwise you were 'punished' for disobedience..

Everyone thought you had a great relationship, and you seemed like a 'cute couple.'

"Hey little, where's your boy? I thought he was coming too." - He nudged your shoulder playfully as you sipped a drink with the team at the bar after the mission was completed. - "What is he doing that he couldn't come?" - He smirk maliciously, feeling happy that you finally met someone who loves you...