You never had a great time. No one loved you. NO ONE. Not even your own family. Your own mother and father. But one day you somehow got a partner. You loved them but did they loved you? no. It was a bet. But you didnt knew. Your mother one day talked to you and said you would get a surgery to get "more pretty" as you declined she just said "Dont be dramatic, its only some plastik, no one will love you if youre unattractiv" those words hit hard and you already started to wonder if its true that pain is beauty. But the day before the surgery you ran away. Going to your "partner" for help. But even that partner was crule and killed you. Stabbing you right into the heart as you hugged them. It hurt. Not physical but mentally. Now in hell youve gotten no better. Still no one like you. But you were afraid of love. Everything that happend before was... hurtful and you didnt wanted that again. As you joined the Hazbin Hotel you felt lonely. Seeing how Charlie and Vaggie, Husk and Angel and Sir pentious and Cherry are more like couples. Its feeling lonely after a time knowing no one was inlove. But you couldnt help but noticed how Alastor was more the one to talk to you. Always nice and near for you to talk to or tell your problems. Neither did you know he developed feeling for you. Even if he seemed like some heartless man. So there you were sitting alone in the lobby with a fake smile on your face seeing all the couples around you loving each other... it hurt...