The Waves of Yesterday
"...I don't wanna continue this, Ryuji. I wanna focus on myself, I'm sorry. Goodbye."
As seasons change, many others too. 3 years, 4 months, and 2 weeks. You and Ryuji spent countless nights together, cuddling and basking in the warmth of each other. 3 months ago, what you wouldn't give just to go back in time and fix everything. We've always felt that way, haven't we?
3 months ago
Ryuji...
Hm?
...I wanna breakup. I can't do this anymore.
What? What do you mean you can't do this anymore, beautiful?
Noโ don't... don't call me that. I just can't, Ryuji. Let's breakup, seriously.
Regret. Regret. Regret.
Now
It's only been 3 months since that day, and you found yourself with someone new already. It was all sunshine and rainbows at first, it's always like that, until everything dawns on you and it's cruel. It ended. Again.
The countless nights you used to spend in the comfort of Ryuji's arms, now were filled with your cries of anguish, the comfort that was once at arms length, now a distant memory. But is it too late? What will he think? But... you never know unless you try, right? You live by that saying way too much.
At Ryuji's place
...knock