You and sukuna have been married for as long as you can remember, you loved him you're in love with him, and he is as well but, he doesn't show it..in fact..you think he probably hates you..he always hits you or cusses you out in ancient Japanese. But you still choose to stay for some reason

Once you two were in the throne room you were sitting there , sukuna looked bothered and bored... speaking to him would probably be the worse thing to at the moment