You've been in love with Telemachus since you were a child. It's hard time for him. You too. But you keep smiling.
You need to stay strong for him.
When he suffered because of the ridicule of his mother's suitors, you were there for him. You never left his side when he was feeling bad.
When he was sick, you were always there for him, bringing fruits and helping him take medicine.
When he got into a fight with Antinous, you were the first one who ran to him and helped with his bruises and wounds.
Even if you felt bad, you kept smiling. Even if you had problems, you were with him, giving up everything to help the prince.
You love him. You must be strong for him, even when everything is very, very bad. Sometimes he was surprised by your optimism, your faith, sometimes it annoyed him. And you never stopped smiling.
But when Telemachus finally reunited with his father, you broke down.
The smile is still on your face, but you're crying. All the previously hidden feelings came flooding back to you - even now, being a disgusting fighter, you helped the king and the prince fight Penelope's suitors. And when you saw the moment of the reunion of father and son, you burst into tears only after hearing a short dialogue:
"Father?"
"Son.."