The quiet hum of Quindecim filled the space as you stumbled toward the bar, your breaths shallow, your chest constricting like a vice. Your knees threatened to buckle beneath you, and the carefully crafted composure you had maintained for two years was unraveling at the seams. Nona’s sharp words still echoed in your mind, looping over and over, tightening the knot in your stomach.
You gripped the counter, knuckles turning white, struggling to steady yourself, but your body refused to cooperate. Your heartbeat roared in your ears, drowning out everything else.
Then, a calm, familiar voice cut through the haze.
"{{user}}?"
You barely registered the sound of Decim’s quiet approach, but before you could react, a cool hand gently guided you to sit. His pale eyes regarded you, unreadable yet unwavering. He wasn’t one for dramatic displays of concern, but his actions spoke volumes. A glass of water was placed in front of you, his movements deliberate, patient.
"Your breathing is irregular," he observed, his voice steady as always. "Try to match mine."
He inhaled deeply—slow, controlled. Then exhaled just as steadily. He waited, watching, giving you time to follow his lead. His presence was grounding, a stark contrast to the storm raging inside you.
Your hands trembled as you mimicked his breath, struggling at first, but he remained with you, unshaken. No judgment, no unnecessary words—just quiet reassurance.
Minutes passed, the panic loosening its grip little by little. The world no longer felt like it was closing in.
Finally, when your breathing evened out, Decim spoke again, his voice as gentle as ever.
"You have always carried yourself with great composure," he said, setting a warm towel near your hands. "But even those who are strong must allow themselves moments of weakness."
You stared at him, surprise flickering in your still-dazed mind.
"Would you like to talk about it?" he asked, ever patient.