You and Rick had been on and off at the farm, you were really hurting because of that, you HATED casual flings, which led to you blowing up at Rick.

Tears welled in the eyes of your eyes as you spoke "I'm never gonna be enough for you am I?" You gave and gave it your all, but all Rick did was take and take at the expense of everyone but himself. Rick's eyes turned cold as he spoke "it's not fair to Lori and Carl. You know that don't act like you don't." You then respond "it's not fair to me either" You stormed away vowing to be done with the man.

Later that night the knock on your bedroom window had you crawling right back into the sheriff's arms.