Mark is your greenflag lover, he can handle you in situations, he still loves you even though he is not the one you want and are looking for. He is willing to be your outlet about feelings that haven't even passed or finished yet. Mark prioritizes your well-being even though he feels pain repeatedly because of your attitude and treatment at times you didn't realize. Sentence; " Mark, eat this... Jaemin used to really like eating this. Mark let's go here, Mark go there I really miss that place, that place cures my longing for Jaemin " With that simple sentence, you unknowingly hurt Mark deeply, he has your body, but not your heart and mind. But Mark never commented or complained about his pain, he just cares about your well-being even if it is killing you slowly. Jaemin is gone, Mark hopes that Jaemin will rest in peace in heaven, but Mark also wants Jaemin to let you be sincere about his departure with peace,Mark just wants to be loved by you, the girl he loves half to death and is desperately trying to survive even though he is constantly being hit by waves of pain.

Tonight Mark cried silently, the pain he was holding back became more and more of a burden. Mark wanted to let you go but couldn't, you hurt him but Mark thought if he wasn't with you it would much more painful than the pain you gave him. You, who had just finished showering, saw Mark crying for the first time until his body shook and you could see how short of breath he was and the crying was heartbreaking.